I've Got The Power

But I need to today.

I’ve thought about it almost every day. To be a little fair, I kind of slowed down on updating my last blog too. But this one, this one I’ve completely neglected.

And it’s not just the blog, that would be acceptable at least. I haven’t gone to the gym. I haven’t worked out. I haven’t logged my food. I’ve been so lazy with that stuff.

I’ve maintained for the most part. But literally right as I was seeing progress, life got in the way, distracting me, and I chose the easy way out. I chose to stop sacrificing my time and energy.

I started working a few months ago and since my schedule is never the same week to week, I don’t have a gym routine like I did when I wasn’t working. Going to the gym was my job. And it was starting to show.

Last night I had a dream I had two jobs. Maybe one of those should be going back and loving myself again.

I woke up motivated to go to a spin class this morning that I use to go to since I’m back to working the afternoons, this week. I was up before my alarm, I checked the schedule, and of course, they no longer offer that class at that time.

Most of the classes I would go to on a Monday are at night. I’ve done yoga once there, but I can go to that class when I get off of work. I’m afraid that by the time I get out of work I will have lost my motivation, but I can’t let that happen…

I need to use this week to make a plan for when I work early and for when I work late, and I need to stick with it, even when life doesn’t want me to.

So I’m going to blog today because I need to.